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Why are my parents constantly doing adult things in their room while I'm at home. It makes me disgusted, although I know that it's normal. I have a broken psyche because of such moments, because my late older brother molested me as a child, literally using me as a young toy for his lust, because he didn't have a girlfriend at that time, but he wanted a girlfriend (and an Asian one). I also remember waking up in the middle of the night in my crib, and my parents were pleasuring themselves on the couch in front of me. But I can't tell them about my injury, and I don't want to.😬😬
I'm crying again because of my ex-lover. Why? I've always told myself not to cry because of him, that he doesn't deserve my every tear and pain in my heart, but here I am again, sitting in my closed room, crying silently. When he left, it was as if a part of me went with him. I've been looking happier in recent days, but something has gone wrong again. I'm grateful that it wasn't cheating (although who knows), ghosting, or anything else, but he didn't even bother to explain the reason, just ignored me despite my messages of pain and tears in his private messages. I'm so hurt. Sad songs, especially tv girl’s song, are getting to me. I also remembered my ex-friend, with whom I had been friends for 10 years. I miss her. When she last stayed over, I saw her texting her mom, saying that I was getting on her nerves because I was biting, pinching, and tickling her, even though she had agreed to it. I also want to lose a lot of weight, but nothing I've done has worked, and I'm crying.Why did my life take a dark turn since childhood..I'm not trying to play on your pity or anything, but I just want to express myself on this account.
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